Pattern of: Self sabotage as rebellion
Let me remind all you readers that these are real stories of real people who have discovered subconscious patterns through ThetaHealing. Only a couple of details have been shifted to conceal the identity of the people involved. Focus on the story & learnings and not the people!
Jack approached ThetaHealing to heal from a psoriasis patch on his leg that was bothering him a lot. When he started sharing his journey in a Theta state, he spoke about how he had psoriasis (a very hard to treat autoimmune skin disorder where one has flaming red chicken-pox like looking scars) on every inch of his body when he was 6 years old. The more time he spent in the healing mode in his session, the more he realised the following-
Jack had a very strict father who would beat him up when he didn’t follow his father’s lead.
Jack was only 6 and couldn’t find any solace or support in anyone else because his own father was quite the authoritarian. His mother didn’t have much of a say in the matter. He was too young to retaliate or fight back.
We must understand that children are little adults who feel feelings too. He would get extremely furious at his father but couldn’t do much because he was so little. He just somehow wanted his father to stop hitting him. He wanted to rebel. He couldn’t rebel by raising his voice or fighting back or anything else.
So… he found another way!
He created psoriasis on every part of his body. There was no inch of his body where he was free from the psoriasis scars. He had this for about 2 years. This was his way of rebelling against his father telling him that-
‘Now, you can’t hit me... where will you hit me? There’s no space left for you in my body!’
He created an auto-immune disease by protecting himself from his father's beatings. He covered his entire body in scars so that there was no empty space that could be attacked!
This actually worked because the father was so upset by his son’s illness that he stopped hitting the son. Within 2 years, psoriasis resolved due to a concoction of some alternative healing modalities. But a small scar on his leg prevailed. When this was decoded in ThetaHealing, Jack realised that he was subconsciously choosing to keep that scar as a reminder of his rebellion & victory against his fathers abuse. Till date, Jack continues to stay rebellious in areas or times of his life when his buttons are pushed! His scar is where he draws the power from!
Does he need the scar as a reminder?
Of course not!
But it looks like his subconscious mind needs some more convincing on that!
ThetaHealing is a magical modality that creates instant shifts within minutes provided the person himself/herself isn’t gaining from twisted beliefs formulated as a part of traumatic situations.
Do not take these stories personally because two people with the same dis-ease can have different beliefs and different reasons. Allow these stories to remind yourself that your life is very much in your control.
If you wish to decode any such patterns in your life, book in a session with me.
Love & Light,
Aakansha
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